Today I met a very nice guy who's name starts with an 'n', we had a fun funny conversation and when he had to leave I was very sad. I wanted to share my appreciation for guys like him, who have respect for women no matter how sexy and beautiful they are. That is what makes a man a true man. So I thought I would dedicate this picture to him.

You know a little realized fact about humanity is their insatiable need to feel understood and cared for. Sometimes talking to someone new can help you feel the connection you are missing. You know language itself was created, at least I believe, to bridge the silence between two people. Although we will never be able to fully understand each other, although we will never be able to close the gap between our two minds completely we will at least get close. A good conversation is like passionate sex, you can feel how close you are to knowing the person fully, but you never quite do. In those moments of passion you will feel fulfilled and hungry for more, and so a good conversation should make you feel understood and like you want to talk more.

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HELLO!

How are you my adoring public???!!! Do I have a special something for you! I have a new website!

XOXO,

this is where you can get the latest updates about me, but I will also be doing my usual posts here: knowingbluevelvit.webs.com

Being a model is something quite interesting. But most of the time it is fun.

Modeling seems to be a new passion of mine.

These photos are the latest photos taken of me, and I thought I should share them with my fans. 

XOXO,

Travels,

I have been to Costa Rica ladies and men. I stayed in the cloud forrest, I lived in a hotel on an Island, and I played in the sand.

The Cloud Forest in Monte Verdi was beautiful.

and Relaxing in the tropics is spectacular

The new foods I tried, and the new traditions I learned were eye opening.

The food was fresh, the avacado spread like butter, and they were local.

In truth it is a spectacular place to be. Spiritually eye opening.

First Day on the Job

Today went well, I met some very interesting people, and I am grateful I did. I think I met some people who are very nice and considerate, I had fun tonight talking and dancing with you all. You are all interesting to talk to and have great things to say, so thank you for a good first day, I am so happy to have met you all.

Take Care,

Best,

Kaeko

this was me when I was an innocent girl living in the middle of farm land.

I'm just starting this new thing, being a web-cam-model and I'm so interested. I thought that maybe my clients might want to learn a little bit about me.

My life is complicated, and honestly there is a lot to tell, I am more then willing to tell you what you want to know. But now. I will tell you what I can. I am adopted from a tropical place, and was then brought up north as a child to live with my parents. I had a mostly easy life, until I started high school. When I was in high school i didn't have any friends except one, and I think she was in love with me. She always wanted to touch me or do my hair and was always protective of me. But we are both  artists and I owe her a lot because I'm not sure if I would have been able to make it through the bullying without her.

A teacher, who I will leave their name unspoken was harassing me, and one day in 11th grade I couldn't take it any more and publicly threatened him if he didn't stop touching me. I was then put into a home for young girls with serious issues. On top of being harassed I was also very depressed. So I went there and got help. I needed help from them. When I was released I decided to go to boarding school for my last year of high school.

apple picking with my school

This is where my friendships flourished. Although living with a bunch of teenagers, three thirds of whom are younger then I is tough, you get used to it. And there were some rough times, and some good times. Some of my best friends were the baddest people you could think of. This boarding school wasn't an elete school. This school was for someone like me, who had a tough go of things and needed a little more support.

my friend and I made clover rings in drawing class

Since my graduation I was accepted to college and I am now studying to be a social worker. And this is where I have met some of my very best friends.